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Throw me loves on every 21st Feb, therefore it makes me a pisces.
Mahjong is something i enjoy, Singing really makes my day.
I always do things in a rush, therefore it somehow makes me regret in the things i do.
I will never want to regret the things I do, because regretting is the worst/painful thing you could never imagine.


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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
9:54 AM

I have been feeling lousy this few days. Felt like having the life my friends around me have. I really hate to work for now. Really. And i want to be like all of them, study as a full time student,get their holidays, exams, and all the life you have in school.

And again, Its June already. I remember last year this kinda feeling was with me till i really couldn't think of anything more i can do, and started looking for jobs. And i regret looking it so quickly. Cause thats the day i end my life of slacking. The life of needing to know what time i have to return home. Is great. All i care is slack. I miss and love this kinda carefree life. But i know many will say, how long can you slack.

I always felt that at the age of 18 to 21 is the age you have your carefree life and not those money issue problems. Why am i facing those problems that those adults are facing. I'm too young to be independent. And i choose not to be independent. Why must they make me face all this? Because they find me not independent enough. I finally think that this is a full-of-rubbish thinking. Yes, i am blaming them. Fuck it. All i can say is this. All i want is just to get your money and study and not me earning the thousands and save like a mother fucking bitch and save for the fucking money just for the fucking certificate and fucking waste my fucking time to fucking work at the fucking company _l_ It is your responsible to give me the money. WHY DO I NEED TO FOLLOW THE FUCKING FAMILY'S FOOTSTEP THAT ALL OF MY COUSINS,SISTERS have. I find them independent, but sadly i ain't that strong to take all this.

All i wish is just taking allowances from you again, but i dare not ask, dare not know what to do next. All i can do is fucking rant here. And maybe cry in the night when i'm feeling down and envy the rest of my friends.

What i fucking hate in life is:

1) The fucking money _l_ FUCK YOU!
2) Still money _l_
3) AND MONEY, WHAT ELSE? _l_

I work i spent my money and think i'm rich. But i'm not. I still that freaking poor child who still don know what to do next. Fucking gonna be working like 1 year already. And i remember that i said i only wanna work 1 year. And fuck it, WHAT AM I DOING NOW? I really felt like typing the stupid resign letter and just give it to my boss. But, again if i do this. MONEY ISSUE AGAIN.

CAN ANY RICH FATHER FED ME. NBCB. PPL SAY POOR PPL STILL MUST HAVE BACKBONE. BUT SORRY I DON HAVE. CAUSE I'M A SARDINE FISH.

P/S: This post should not be read, just for myself to rant, cause i'm frustrated again. All i can blame is myself in the end -.- fuck life, fuck this and fuck that.
Thats all.