26 days left before you leave me alone :'(

Hello darling, only you can view my blog for now. Because i got nothing much to blog too. Ok, seems like you are really gonna enlist very soon. Less than a month already. I really hope i can get a full time job so we can go and enjoy maybe for the last 2 weeks before you enlist.

Like what you say yesterday, you need my support. I will give you my full support. At first i don get it that why go in army like its so shity. But like what i heard from you yesterday, you got all the freedom you want, thats why i guess its also hard for you to adapt. But you have to my dear.

Dont be too worry about me. I only want you to forcus when you are in camp, cause i don one anything to happen to you. I want to see you go into OCS. At first i did disagree cause i will have lesser time with you. But for your future, be it its me who is your future wife anot, i want you to lead a better life for you, and for our future if we are still that strong.

I guess i also grow up already. Thats why i rather you get into OCS :) So you must forcus, and really do whatever you can to bring yourselves out. I will give you my full support. Don worry, i will not go missing, you can always call through my phone.

You treat me so nice always, taking care of me even i am ill [This is what i really appreciate it alot, even my family], loving me and stuff. Fetching me from places to places which you will hardly say no. The nice things you did to me i will never forget, of cos the bad ones i already forgotten it (: Cause we learn to forgive and forget as we grow.

Alright darling bi, lets enjoy this 26days happily and stay that happy together when you are still outside. I want to spend this 26days with you happily!

I love you, bi

Lotsa love,
Girl =]